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Friday, 30 October 2026

Pretty, but Dangerous Book 3


Book Three
Pretty, but Dangerous: The Price of Water
A story by AG
Chapter One — The Curse Calls Again
Sam was beginning to wonder whether he would ever enjoy another decent night’s sleep.

He lay on a narrow bed in a dusty boarding house, staring at the ceiling while the wind rattled the shutters.

His back ached, his feet were blistered, and the uncomfortable stays beneath his dress had left angry red marks around his waist.

For nearly six months, even a full night’s sleep had brought no lasting freedom from worrying about the next summons.

Six months of hunting wanted men, riding across unforgiving country, sleeping beneath the stars and struggling with the unfamiliar difficulties of living as a woman.

He rolled onto his side.

“Bloody hell,” he muttered. “You’d think that blasted medicine man could at least have given me a body that didn’t complain about everything.”

He pulled the thin blanket over himself.

Tomorrow, he decided, he would do absolutely nothing.

No bounty hunting.

No riding.

No chasing desperadoes across half the territory.

He would have a bath, eat a proper meal, and spend the afternoon with his feet up.

But as sleep came, a faint unease followed him into his dreams.

There was no stabbing pain this time, only a slight pressure behind his eyes.

The room disappeared.

In the dream, he stood beneath a burning sun.

Before him lay a small ranch.

A woman was screaming.

A child was crying.

Men on horseback were driving cattle away from a burning farmhouse.

One of the riders turned towards him.

A heavyset man with a black mustache, a broad-brimmed hat, and a cruel smile.

Sam heard a name whispered through the vision.

Bellamy.

The rider shouted for the cattle to be driven on. Sam heard his voice clearly before the vision broke.

Then a memory stirred.

Thomas, explaining what it meant to put the harm right.

“Those who take from the helpless must answer for what they have done.”

Sam woke slowly.

He sat up and rubbed his eyes. The dream lingered, but it had not left him shaking.

“Oh, for heaven’s sake!”

The faint pressure ebbed. He could have lain down again; nothing sharpened to punish the thought.

The room returned.

He looked towards the window.

It was still dark.

He sighed.

After the railway case, he had expected the old relentless command to return. Instead, the curse had grown quieter. He could not say whether Thomas had intended that, or whether something in Sam himself was changing.

He considered waiting until tomorrow. Then he remembered the child in the dream and began deciding what supplies to take.

“So much for my day off.”

By sunrise, Sam had packed his few belongings and saddled his horse.

His landlady watched him from the boarding house steps.

“Leaving already, Miss Sam?”

“Afraid so.”

“You only arrived yesterday.”

“Yes, ma’am. Seems somebody has decided I’ve had enough rest.”

She shook her head.

“Young woman traveling alone across this country. It ain’t safe.”

Sam smiled.

“Don’t worry about me. I’ve managed so far.”

He checked the Winchester resting in its saddle scabbard and the revolver hanging beneath his traveling coat.

The landlady raised her eyebrows.

“I can see that.”

Sam mounted his horse, arranged his skirts as comfortably as possible and set off towards the southern hills.

Another journey.

Another criminal.

A quieter prompting from the curse—and a decision he had made for himself.

But Sam had no idea that this particular adventure would change something far more important than his appearance.
Chapter Two — The Ruins of a Home
The ranch lay two days’ ride south of town.

By the time Sam reached it, the afternoon sun beat mercilessly on the dry earth.

The land had suffered badly from the drought.

Grass had turned yellow, streams had dwindled to muddy trickles, and even the trees appeared exhausted by the heat.

Water was worth more than gold in this part of the territory.

And men had killed for considerably less.

Sam dismounted beside the remains of a wooden fence.

The farmhouse had burned almost to the ground.

Blackened beams protruded from the ruins, and the unmistakable smell of charred timber lingered in the air.

Near a surviving storage shed, a woman sat holding a little girl.

The woman looked up.

“Please,” she said nervously. “We have nothing left.”

Sam removed his hat.

“I’m not here to take anything, ma’am.”

The woman studied him suspiciously.

“Who are you?”

“Sam. I’m looking for a man called Bellamy.”

The woman’s expression changed.

“Then you’ve come to the right place.”

She introduced herself as Rosa Martínez.

Her daughter, Isabel, was five.

Her husband, Miguel, had been killed three nights earlier.

Rosa told Sam how Bellamy had tried to purchase their ranch.

The property contained one of the district's few reliable springs.

During the drought, whoever controlled that spring could demand almost any price for water.

Miguel had refused to sell.

“Cheyenne families watered their horses at the spring too,” Rosa told him. “Bellamy’s men drove them away before they came for us. Miguel would not help him shut them out.”

Sam remembered the faint unease of the dream. The fragments were beginning to make sense: the same scheme had harmed more than one family.

Bellamy had threatened him.

Then men had arrived in the night.

They had driven away the cattle, set fire to the farmhouse, and shot Miguel when he tried to defend his family.

Rosa had escaped through a back window with Isabel in her arms.

Sam listened without interrupting.

“Did Bellamy do the shooting himself?”

“I don’t know,” Rosa admitted. “But they worked for him. And one of them said the land belonged to Bellamy now.”

She reached beneath a blanket and produced a scorched piece of paper.

“This was part of our deed. Miguel kept the original in the house.”

Sam examined it.

The edges had burned away, but enough remained to show the property description and Miguel’s name.

“Bellamy claims your husband sold him the land?”

Rosa nodded.

“My husband would never have sold.”

Sam looked towards the ruins.

He thought about the little girl sitting silently beside her mother.

Once, he might have regarded their suffering as an unfortunate consequence of frontier life.

There had been a time when he believed a man was entitled to whatever he possessed the strength to take.

Now, looking at Rosa and Isabel, he felt something very different.

Anger.

Not because somebody had challenged his authority.

Not because his pride had been injured.

But because innocent people had been hurt.

He handed Rosa the paper.

“Keep that safe.”

“Can you help us?”

Sam looked towards the distant hills.

“I can certainly try.”

Rosa caught his arm.

“Please don’t get yourself killed.”

Sam gave a tired smile.

“I’ve no intention of doing that, ma’am.”

He glanced towards the little girl.

“And I’ve every intention of seeing that your family gets justice.”

Before leaving, Sam noticed that Isabel was staring at his horse.

“Do you like horses?” he asked.

The little girl nodded.

“My papa used to let me ride with him.”

Sam felt a sudden tightness in his throat.

He crouched beside her.

“Well, perhaps when I come back, I’ll let you sit on mine.”

“Promise?”

Sam looked into her frightened eyes.

“Promise.”

He mounted his horse and rode away.

For some reason, that little promise felt every bit as important as catching Bellamy.
Chapter Three — Two Days in the Saddle
Tracking Bellamy proved to be considerably more difficult than Sam had expected.

The man had friends throughout the territory.

He had money, hired gunmen,n and enough influence to persuade respectable people to look the other way.

Sam had none of those advantages.

What he did have was determination.

Unfortunately, determination did very little to ease the discomfort of spending two days in a saddle.

By the afternoon of the second day, his backside was sore, his thighs were rubbed raw, and the weight of his breasts made every jolt of the horse an unpleasant experience.

He stopped beside a dried-up creek bed.

“That’s it,” he announced to his horse. “I’ve decided that when this is finished, I’m taking a holiday.”

The horse lowered its head and began investigating a patch of miserable-looking grass.

“Don’t ignore me. You’re partly responsible for this.”

The animal snorted.

Sam sighed.

“Yes, well. I suppose you’re entitled to complain as well.”

He climbed down with considerable difficulty.

His skirts were dusty, his hair tangled and his boots full of grit.

He had almost finished drinking from his canteen when he noticed wagon tracks cutting across the creek bed.

Fresh tracks.

Two horses pulling a heavily loaded wagon.

He knelt to examine them.

One horse had a damaged shoe.

Sam remembered Rosa describing a wagon that had accompanied Bellamy’s men.

He smiled.

“Well, now. Perhaps our luck is changing.”

He followed the tracks towards an abandoned mining settlement.

That evening, Sam found the wagon hidden behind a derelict stable.

Inside were several sacks of grain, stolen ranch equipment,t and two crates bearing the Martínez family name.

But the most interesting discovery was a leather document case.

It contained receipts for cattle sales, a signed agreement transferring the use of the spring,ng and a supposed deed of sale for Rosa’s property.

Sam examined the signatures.

Miguel Martínez’s name appeared on the transfer.

But the date caught his attention.

According to Rosa, Miguel had died before the deed was supposedly signed.

Sam gave a low whistle.

“Well, Mr Bellamy. Looks like you’ve been a busy little crook.”

He placed the documents inside his coat.

From the nearby mining shack came the sound of a man cursing.

Sam recognized the voice from his vision.

Bellamy.

He checked his revolver, took up his Winchester and approached the building.

For the first time in two days, he forgot about his aching body.

He had found his man.
Chapter Four — Bellamy’s Reckoning
Bellamy was sitting at a table counting money when Sam appeared in the doorway.

“Evening,” Sam said.

The man looked up.

For a moment, he seemed surprised to see a woman standing there carrying a rifle.

Then he smiled.

“Well, ain’t this a pleasant surprise.”

“Benjamin Bellamy?”

“Who’s asking?”

“Somebody who’s come a long way to see you.”

Bellamy leaned back.

“And what business might a pretty little thing like you have with me?”

Sam kept his Winchester steady.

“Rosa Martínez.”

The smile disappeared.

“What about her?”

“Her husband is dead. Her house is burned down. Her cattle have been stolen. And somebody has forged his signature on a land deed.”

Bellamy laughed.

“That Mexican widow send her little girlfriend after me?”

Sam’s expression hardened.

“You’re coming with me.”

Bellamy slowly stood.

“Now listen here, sweetheart. You don’t understand how things work around these parts.”

“Oh, I reckon I understand perfectly.”

“Those people were sitting on valuable land. They had their chance to sell. They refused.”

He shrugged.

“That’s the way the world works. Strong men take what they need. Weak people get out of the way.”

Sam froze.

The words struck him like a bullet.

He had heard them before.

Worse.

He had spoken them himself.

Years ago, before the curse, he had ridden with men who believed that Native people had no right to stand in the way of their ambitions.

He remembered the Cheyenne settlement.

The burning lodges.

The screams.

The frightened faces of women and children.

And the terrible satisfaction he had once felt at being powerful enough to do whatever he pleased.

For a moment, the mining shack disappeared.

He was back among the smoke and flames.

Then he looked at Bellamy.

And understood.

The man standing before him was frighteningly similar to the man Sam had once been.

Bellamy noticed his silence.

“What’s the matter, sweetheart? Lost your nerve?”

Sam slowly shook his head.

“No.”

He swallowed.

“I was just remembering something.”

“What?”

“The sort of man I used to be.”

Bellamy frowned.

Sam raised his rifle slightly.

“Now unbuckle that gun belt.”

Bellamy’s hand suddenly moved toward his revolver.

Sam reacted instantly.

He stepped forward and struck Bellamy across the wrist with the barrel of his Winchester.

The revolver fell to the floor.

A moment later, Bellamy lay face down in the dust, Sam’s knee pressed against his back.

“Now,” Sam said, reaching for his handcuffs, “you can walk to the sheriff’s office, or I can drag you there.”

Bellamy cursed.

Sam tightened the handcuffs.

“Makes no difference to me.”

For two days, Sam escorted Bellamy back towards town.

The prisoner complained almost constantly.

He complained about the heat.

He complained about the handcuffs.

He complained about having to walk while a woman rode his horse.

Sam listened with increasing amusement.

“You’re enjoying this,” Bellamy accused.

“Not particularly.”

“Then why are you smiling?”

Sam shifted uncomfortably in his saddle.

“Because, Mr. Bellamy, I’ve spent the last few months discovering that life can be a damned sight harder than you think.”

He glanced down at him.

“And you’re getting your first little taste of it.”

Bellamy said nothing.

For once, Sam had the final word.
Chapter Five — Justice Is Only the Beginning
Three days later, Bellamy was sitting in the county jail awaiting trial.

The sheriff had examined the documents Sam recovered.

The supposed land sale raised serious questions, particularly because the signature had been dated after Miguel Martínez’s death.

The stolen equipment and cattle receipts provided further evidence against Bellamy.

Only a judge could settle the ownership dispute.

But for the moment, Bellamy’s plans had been stopped.

The sheriff also took statements from the Cheyenne families driven from the spring and arranged to protect their access while the claims were heard. When Sam handed over the evidence and measured that those families could return, the pressure lifted. The summons was satisfied; he chose his next work.

The sheriff shook Sam’s hand.

“Good work, Miss Sam.”

“Thank you, Sheriff.”

“There was already a warrant and a reward for Bellamy over the earlier raids. You’ll receive it when the paperwork is completed.”

Sam nodded.

Then he looked towards the window.

“There’s something else.”

“What’s that?”

“The Martínez ranch.”

“What about it?”

“The woman’s got no house. No cattle. A little girl to feed. Bellamy might be locked up, but that doesn’t put their lives back together.”

The sheriff sighed.

“That’s the trouble with justice sometimes. We can put a man behind bars, but we can’t undo what he’s done.”

Sam stood thoughtfully.

“Maybe not.”

He picked up his hat.

“But perhaps we can do something about what’s left.”

The next morning, Sam returned to Rosa’s ranch.

Rosa was surprised to see him.

“You’re back!”

“Told you I would be.”

“Did you find Bellamy?”

“He’s safely behind bars.”

Rosa closed her eyes.

“Thank God.”

Sam dismounted, wincing as his sore muscles protested.

“There’s still a court hearing to come. But the sheriff has the documents, and Bellamy won’t be stealing anybody else’s cattle for a while.”

Rosa smiled for the first time since Sam had met her.

Then she looked at the damaged buildings.

“I don’t know what we’ll do now.”

Sam followed her gaze.

The fence had collapsed.

The storage shed needed repairs.

The well was full of debris.

And the farmhouse was beyond saving.

He thought for a moment.

“Have you got a hammer?”

Rosa looked puzzled.

“A hammer?”

“And some nails. Perhaps a saw, if you’ve got one.”

“Why?”

Sam removed his coat.

“Because that shed isn’t going to repair itself.”

Rosa stared at him.

“You mean you’re staying?”

“Unless you’ve got objections.”

“But you’ve already helped us.”

Sam looked towards the ruins of the farmhouse.

“Putting Bellamy in jail doesn’t give you somewhere to sleep.”

He picked up a broken fence post.

“Besides, I promised your little girl a ride on my horse. Can’t very well break a promise, can I?”

Rosa laughed.

It was the first proper laugh Sam had heard from her.

And, strangely enough, hearing it made him feel better than collecting any bounty ever had.
Chapter Six — The Hardest Work of All
Sam had captured dangerous criminals.

He had survived gunfights, terrible weather, and weeks alone in the wilderness.

He had slept in freezing rain, gone hungry and ridden through country where one mistake could cost a person their life.

But repairing Rosa’s ranch nearly finished him.

By the end of the first day, his hands were blistered.

By the second, his back ached so badly he could scarcely stand upright.

And on the third morning, his monthly troubles arrived.

Sam sat on an overturned bucket outside the storage shed, clutching his aching stomach.

“Oh, bloody marvelous.”

Rosa appeared carrying two mugs of coffee.

“Everything all right?”

Sam looked up miserably.

“Just another one of the delightful little surprises that come with being a woman.”

Rosa raised an eyebrow.

“Ah.”

She handed him a mug.

“You should rest.”

“Can’t. That roof needs finishing.”

“The roof can wait.”

Sam sighed.

“Seems everything in this body has a mind of its own.”

Rosa laughed.

“Welcome to womanhood.”

Sam gave her a crooked smile.

“Beginning to think I owe every woman I’ve ever known an apology.”

“That might take you some time.”

“More than you know.”

They sat together drinking their coffee.

For a while, neither spoke.

Then Rosa looked towards the little girl playing beneath a tree.

“Isabel seems happier since you arrived.”

Sam smiled.

“She’s a good child.”

“She lost her father. She doesn’t understand why.”

Sam watched Isabel carefully placing stones around a little flower she had found growing beside the shed.

His expression softened.

“Children shouldn’t have to understand things like that.”

Rosa looked at him.

“You sound as though you know.”

Sam was silent.

Finally, he nodded.

“I’ve seen children suffer because of what grown men have done.”

He stared into his coffee.

“More than I care to remember.”

Over the next few days, Sam repaired the fencing, helped clear the well, and made the storage shed habitable.

A neighboring farmer, hearing that Bellamy had been arrested, arrived with spare timber.

Another family brought food.

Before long, several people were helping Rosa put her life back together.

Sam found himself working alongside men and women who had once been too frightened of Bellamy to interfere.

He listened to their stories.

Stories of drought.

Of lost cattle.

Of families struggling to survive.

He began to understand how easily people could lose everything they possessed.

And how hard it was to start over

One evening, Isabel climbed onto his lap while he sat resting outside the shed.

“Miss Sam?”

“Yes, sweetheart?”

“Will Papa come home?”

Sam felt his heart tighten.

He looked towards Rosa, who had turned away to hide her tears.

Sam gently put an arm around the little girl.

“No, darling. I’m afraid he won’t.”

Isabel’s lip trembled.

“Why?”

Sam struggled to find the words.

“Sometimes terrible things happen, and there isn’t a good reason for them.”

The child leaned against him.

“Will Mama be all right?”

Sam looked towards Rosa.

Then he held Isabel a little closer.

“We’re going to do everything we can to make sure she is.”

A few minutes later, Isabel fell asleep against his shoulder.

Sam remained sitting there long after the sun had gone down.

Once, he would have considered comforting a frightened child beneath his dignity.

Now he found himself reluctant to disturb her.

He looked towards the evening sky.

And remembered the children of the Cheyenne settlement.

Children who had cried just as Isabel had cried.

Children who had needed somebody to protect them.

Children whose lives he had helped destroy.

Sam understood more deeply something he had begun to face when he confessed to the marshal.

He had admitted what his own actions had done to others. Now, holding Isabel, he felt the lasting weight of that suffering in a way no confession alone could teach him.

The realization hurt.

More than the blisters.

More than the aching muscles.

More than any discomfort his changed body had ever caused him.

But it was a pain he knew he deserved.

Later that evening, Rosa found him sitting alone.

“You’re very quiet.”

“Just thinking.”

“About what?”

Sam looked towards the little shed they had repaired.

“About how different things might have been.”

Rosa sat beside him.

“Different for whom?”

Sam hesitated.

“For a lot of people.”

He rubbed his tired hands together.

“I used to think being strong meant nobody could tell you what to do. That you could take whatever you wanted.”

Rosa listened.

“I’ve done things I’m ashamed of. Things I can’t put right.”

He looked at her.

“But I reckon I can stop other people from doing the same.”

Rosa gently placed her hand over his.

“Then perhaps that’s where you should start.”

Sam smiled sadly.

“Perhaps it is.”
Chapter Seven — The Face in the Water
The following evening, Sam sat outside the little shed beneath a sky painted red and gold by the setting sun.

The work was nearly finished.

Rosa and Isabel had somewhere safe to sleep.

The well was usable again.

They had repaired the fences as far as their supplies allowed.

A neighboring family had promised to help Rosa prepare for the coming winter.

There was still much to do.

The legal battle over the property would take time.

They would have to rebuild the farmhouse.

But Rosa no longer faced those difficulties alone.

Sam removed his boots and stretched his aching feet.

“Well,” he muttered, “if this is what being a good person feels like, it certainly ain’t comfortable.”

He chuckled.

Beside him stood a battered tin washbasin filled with water.

He leaned forward and splashed some across his face.

Then he stopped.

His reflection stared back at him.

A woman.

Pretty, despite the dirt and exhaustion.

Soft cheeks.

Delicate features.

Long hair badly in need of brushing.

The same woman he had seen in every mirror since the medicine man’s curse.

But tonight, something seemed different.

Sam studied the reflection.

How many times had he stared into a mirror and cursed what he saw?

How many mornings had he woken hoping that his old body had somehow returned?

He remembered the man he used to be.

Tall.

Strong.

Proud.

A man who believed that the world belonged to those powerful enough to take it.

He remembered his old face.

The arrogance.

The cruelty.

The certainty that his own wishes mattered more than anybody else’s.

Then he looked into the water again.

The woman’s face was still there.

But the eyes seemed different.

Softer.

Kinder.

He frowned.

“Well, now. What’s happening to you?”

Of course, there was no answer.

He thought about the curse.

Once it had driven him through pain and sleeplessness. Now it seemed to stand farther away. He could leave without that old Punishment; he knew it now. Yet the thought of abandoning Rosa and Isabel troubled him more than the curse ever could. He wanted to stay.

It had changed his body.

It had forced him to live with difficulties he had never imagined.

It had subjected him to the unwelcome attention of men who saw a woman traveling alone as an opportunity.

It had made him experience the physical hardships and indignities he had once dismissed so casually.

But something else had happened.

Something the medicine man had never explicitly demanded.

Sam had begun to care about other people.

He thought of Rosa.

Of Isabel.

Of the neighbors who had arrived with food and timber.

Of the frightened families he had encountered during his travels.

Once, he might have looked at those people and wondered what they could do for him.

Now he wondered what he could do for them.

Whether they had enough to eat.

Whether their children were safe.

Whether they had somewhere warm to sleep.

And whether anybody would help them if trouble came calling.

Sam leaned closer to the basin.

“You’re not the same person anymore, are you?” he whispered.

He remembered Bellamy.

The man’s arrogance.

His cruelty.

His contempt for people he considered weaker than himself.

And suddenly, Sam understood why Bellamy had disturbed him so deeply.

He had been looking at a reflection of his former self.

Not in the water.

But in another human being.

Sam closed his eyes.

He remembered the Cheyenne settlement.

The flames.

The screaming.

The frightened children.

The men he had ridden beside.

And the terrible things they had done.

For years, Sam had pushed those memories away.

He had told himself that it was simply the way things were in the West.

That men fought.

That land changed hands.

That the strong survived and the weak suffered.

But those excuses sounded hollow now.

He thought about Rosa holding Isabel among the ruins of her home.

Then he remembered another mother, years earlier, desperately trying to protect her child as his companions set fire to her people’s homes.

Different families.

Different places.

The same suffering.

And Sam had once helped cause it.

A tear rolled down his cheek.

“I’m sorry,” he whispered.

The words were barely audible.

He knew they couldn't bring anyone back.

They could not restore the lives that had been destroyed.

They could not undo the harm he had caused.

But perhaps he could ensure other families did not suffer the same fate.

He looked down at the woman reflected in the water.

Once again, he found himself thinking beyond what the curse had taken from him. This time, the feeling stayed.

He was thinking about what it had forced him to see.

And what he had learned from seeing it.

The curse had shown him fragments that led towards Bellamy.

But it had barely troubled him on the journey. Increasingly, his own conscience had carried him forward.

But it hadn’t ordered him to return to Rosa’s ranch.

It hadn’t demanded that he repair her fences.

It hadn’t forced him to share his food, spend his money on supplies, or comfort her frightened daughter.

Those had been his own decisions.

Nobody had made them for him.

Not the curse.

Not the medicine man.

Not anybody.

He helped because he wanted to.

Because he could no longer bear to see innocent people suffer when there was something he could do about it.

Sam stared at his reflection.

“Well, I’ll be damned.”

He smiled faintly.

“I think I’m beginning to understand.”

He considered the changes he had experienced.

His body was smaller and less powerful than the one he remembered.

He still struggled with his skirts, his breasts, his monthly periods and the thousand little inconveniences of life as a woman in the Old West.

He still became angry when men treated him as though he were incapable of looking after himself.

And there were still mornings when he would have given almost anything to wake up as the man he had once been.

But his heart was changing.

His understanding of the world was changing.

And, perhaps most importantly, the way he saw everybody around him was changing.

He was beginning to realize that true strength didn't come from overpowering somebody.

Sometimes it meant showing mercy.

Sometimes it meant helping somebody who had nothing to offer in return.

Sometimes it meant having the courage to admit you had been terribly, terribly wrong.

Another tear fell into the basin.

Tiny ripples spread across the water.

For a moment, the woman’s reflection disappeared.

When the surface settled, Sam looked again.

He was still the woman the medicine man had made him.

But he was no longer quite the person he had been before the curse.

He smiled.

“Well, old girl,” he whispered, “looks like we’re both changing.”

He paused.

Then he said the words that surprised him most.

“I still want my old body back.”

He looked into his reflection.

“But I don’t think I want to be the old me anymore.”

For a long time, Sam remained beside the basin.

He thought about the years ahead.

About the wrongs he might still be called upon to put right.

About the people he could help.

And about the terrible debt he owed to those whose lives he had helped destroy.

He knew he might never truly make amends for everything.

But he could try.

And now he wanted to keep trying, even in the quiet between summonses.

Not because the curse demanded it.

Not because he feared Punishment.

But because he knew it was the right thing to do.

From inside the shed, Rosa called.

“Sam! Supper’s ready!”

Sam looked towards the doorway.

Warm lamplight spilled across the dusty ground.

He could hear Isabel laughing.

The smell of freshly cooked beans and bread drifted through the evening air.

It wasn’t much of a home.

Not yet.

But it was a beginning.

And Sam had helped make it possible.

He stood, brushed the dust from his dress, and reached for his boots.

His back still ached.

His feet were still sore.
He suspected his body would find several new things to complain about tomorrow morning.

But for once, none of that seemed particularly important.

He looked into the washbasin one last time.

“Well, old medicine man,” he murmured, “perhaps you’re not quite the miserable old devil I thought you were.”

He grinned.

“Though I still reckon you could’ve taught me this lesson without giving me breasts and monthly periods.”

He laughed quietly.

Then he turned towards the little house.

“Coming, Rosa!”

As Sam walked toward the light, he realized something extraordinary.

For the first time since the curse began, he wasn’t worrying about when it would call again.

He wasn’t thinking about his next hunt.

He wasn’t wishing desperately for his old life.

He was thinking about the two people waiting for him at the supper table.

And how pleased he was to have met them.

For once, Sam felt something approaching peace.

Not because he knew his Punishment had ended.

But because the old urgency was fading as he learned to act without it.

The medicine man’s magic had transformed his body.

The frontier's hardships had tested his determination.

And others' suffering had opened his eyes.

But the most important change of all was one Sam had begun to make for himself.

He was discovering that redemption could not be demanded by a curse.

It had to be chosen.

And now, in the quiet work of caring for others, Sam was choosing it for himself.

The End


Thursday, 22 October 2026

Pretty, but Dangerous Book 2



Book Two
Pretty, but Dangerous
A story by AG
Chapter One — Between Summonses
Whenever the curse loosened its grip, Sam worked as a bounty hunter.
He still traveled between the hearings required after his confession. Each departure left him little time to return; the marshal had promised him neither a pardon nor an escape from judgment.
It was hard work and poorly paid once expenses were counted. Feed for his horse, cartridges, hotel beds, replacement boots, and the blacksmith’s price soon swallowed a reward. Sometimes he spent three weeks following a wanted man across dry country, only to discover that the fellow had crossed into another territory or died of fever before Sam could lay hands on him.
He brought his prisoners back alive.
That rule had cost him blood, sleep, and more than one easy payday. A dead outlaw could be slung across a saddle. A living one needed watching every minute. Prisoners lied, begged, feigned sickness and waited for the moment their captor nodded off beside the fire.
But Sam had once ridden with men who decided for themselves who deserved to die. He had helped burn a Native settlement and called it necessary.
He no longer trusted that word.
Now he delivered the accused to a sheriff and let a court determine their guilt. If the verdict ended with a rope and a short drop, that was the law’s business. He would not shoot a fleeing man merely to save himself another difficult day.
Living as a woman on the frontier made every difficult day harder.
Some sheriffs laughed when he presented a wanted notice. Others demanded to speak to the man who had really made the capture. Hotel clerks assumed he wanted customers, not a room. Men blocked doorways, caught his wrist or mistook a refusal for an invitation to persuade him.
He learned to watch their hands.
He learned which saloons had a second exit, which boarding houses locked their doors properly, and which stablemen tended his horse without asking what else a pretty woman might offer in payment.
On the trail, no one helped.
He hauled water, gathered fuel, and wrestled a saddle onto his horse, his shoulders already aching from the previous day. Rain soaked his blankets. Alkali dust worked into his clothes and rubbed his skin raw. In winter, his fingers cracked until gripping the reins hurt; in summer, sweat dried white along the seams of his shirt.
His monthly bleeding could begin fifty miles from a decent bed. He carried folded cloths in an oilskin packet, washed them when he could find clean water, and endured the cramps because stopping meant losing a trail. Once, feverish and exhausted, he spent an afternoon crouched beside a muddy creek trying to clean himself while his shackled prisoner complained about the delay.
Sam had pointed towards the water.
“You’re welcome to fetch some.”
The man had fallen silent.
Yet the ordinary hardships were easier than waiting for the curse.
Even when no one demanded anything of him, he could never quite rest.
A headache might be thirst—or the beginning of a summons. A distant scream might belong to a nightmare—or to somebody whose suffering he was about to witness. He slept lightly, waking at the creak of a floorboard or a horse shifting outside. Whenever he bought supplies, he bought enough to leave at once.
He stopped promising himself a week off.
Tonight might be the night.
Sometimes he sat before a plate of food too tired to lift his fork, listening inwardly for something he dreaded hearing. Sometimes he woke from an innocent dream with his heart pounding, then lay furious in the dark because even his sleep had become another place where he waited.
He had begun to understand that the curse did not need to hurt him every hour.
Knowing it could was enough.
Chapter Two — The Burning Wagons
The next summons came in a narrow bunk above a livery stable.
Sam had returned that afternoon with a horse thief after nine days on the trail. His wrists were bruised, his thighs rubbed sore, and he had eaten little besides beans, hard bread and coffee boiled until it tasted of the pot.
He intended to sleep until noon.
Instead, sometime after midnight, he dreamed of wagons.
A canvas cover burned against a black sky. A mule screamed in its traces. Men rode between the stranded vehicles, firing at people who had already dropped their weapons.
The attackers had painted their faces and dressed themselves to resemble Native warriors.
But one wore polished cavalry boots beneath his leggings.
Another shouted to his companions in a whiskey-thick voice.
Sam saw a woman trying to pull someone beneath a wagon. He saw a rifle rise. Then the dream changed: soldiers moving through a different settlement, families driven from their homes, possessions left beside cold cooking fires.
Land taken.
Blame placed where the killers had intended.
Sam woke with a cry caught in his throat.
For a moment, the stable loft seemed full of smoke.
He pressed his palms against his eyes. The pain behind them pulsed with each heartbeat, and beneath it came the familiar certainty: a direction, a place, harm left unfinished.
“No,” he whispered. “Give me one night.”
The pressure sharpened.
Below him, his horse stamped in its stall.
Sam sat on the edge of the bunk until he could stand without swaying. Then he pulled on his boots.
By dawn, he was riding again.
The journey took four days.
Cold rain followed him across the open country, turning the trail into a sucking mire. He dismounted on the steep stretches to spare his horse and walked with mud dragging at his boots. At a swollen creek, he waited half a day for the water to fall, shivering beneath a blanket that never properly dried.
Each time he shut his eyes, he saw the burning wagon.
Each time he woke, the pain was there.
By the time he reached town, he had developed a cough and could scarcely remember the last time he’d slept uninterrupted.
The place looked prosperous from a distance. New lumber fronts stood beside older adobe buildings. Freight wagons crowded the street. Survey stakes marked the ground beyond the stock pens, and men in clean coats discussed the railway over cigars.
Closer in, prosperity smelled of horse manure, coal smoke and stagnant water in the gutters.
Sam booked a small room in a hotel whose clerk required payment in advance.
He climbed the stairs, bolted the door and stood motionless beside the washstand.
There was a bed.
For several seconds, he could think of nothing else.
Then the pain tightened behind his eyes.
“All right,” he muttered.
He washed with water gone cold in the pitcher and unpacked the only respectable dress he owned. It was dark blue, carefully mended, with a neckline suitable for an evening in a saloon. He brushed the dust from it, pinned up his hair and studied his tired face in the spotted mirror.
The woman looking back at him appeared older than she had a month before.
He strapped a small revolver beneath his skirt, checked that he could reach it while seated, and went downstairs.
The saloon was crowded with cattlemen, freight drivers, and men hoping to grow rich without working much.
Lamplight shone through tobacco smoke. A piano struggled against the noise of conversation. Behind the bar, glasses stood beside a jar of pickled eggs, and someone had spat tobacco juice close enough to the stove to make it hiss.
Sam took a seat where he could see the door.
He bought one drink and made it last.
Men were often willing to explain a town to a pretty stranger. With a little encouragement, they explained far more than they meant to.
He listened to complaints about grazing rights, boasts about land purchases and jokes about the recent removal of the Native families.
Whenever a hand wandered towards him, he moved it away.
One man tried twice.
Sam caught his wrist and held his gaze.
“You’ve mistaken my patience.”
Something in his voice persuaded the man to leave.
By closing time, Sam had a name.
Silas Vane.
Vane owned three ranches, two brothels and the largest hotel in town. He had also bought an extraordinary amount of land shortly after the wagon raid—land whose frightened owners had sold cheaply, and land vacated after the cavalry drove its Native occupants away.
The railway would pass through it.
Vane expected to sell access, water and ground at whatever price the company could bear.
The killings had been an investment.
Chapter Three — The Price of Land
Sam spent the next week gathering proof.
He spoke to a wheelwright who had repaired a raider’s wagon. He found a stable boy who remembered horses arriving with paint still smeared on their saddles. A wounded survivor described a familiar voice among the attackers, though the sheriff had refused to write it down.
Sam recorded every name.
At night, he broke into offices.
One window opened above a privy roof. Another required an hour of patient work with a thin knife while dogs barked in the neighbouring yard. He searched desks by the light of a shuttered lantern, fingers stiff with cold, stopping whenever footsteps passed outside.
The first safe defeated him.
The second yielded only account books.
On the third night, he found a key hidden beneath a drawer and opened a strongbox containing deeds, payments and correspondence.
There were dates.
Amounts.
Names of men who had received money before the raid and more afterwards.
A government land agent had arranged the transfers. The sheriff had been paid to discourage questions. Several councillors had purchased small interests through relatives.
Sam copied what he could and took the most important papers.
By then, exhaustion had made him clumsy.
He dropped his pencil twice. He forgot whether he had checked a door. One afternoon, he fell asleep sitting on his hotel bed with a boot in his hand and woke convinced that someone had entered the room.
Nobody had.
He checked the lock anyway.
Then he checked it again.
Vane’s men caught up with him at the livery.
Sam had just tightened his saddle girth when he noticed that the stable boy had disappeared.
Two men stood at the entrance. A third emerged beside the feed room.
“Mr Vane would like a word,” the nearest said.
Sam kept one hand on the saddle.
“He can write.”
The man smiled and reached beneath his coat.
Sam moved first.
The shot struck the doorpost beside the man’s head, showering him with splinters. Sam hauled his horse between himself and the other gunmen, scrambled into the saddle and drove out through the rear gate.
He took a bullet through the loose cloth of his sleeve.
For the next six miles, he rode bent low, expecting every crack behind him to be the shot that finally found its mark.
Only when his horse began to stumble did he slow.
He dismounted in a dry wash and led the trembling animal into cover.
“I know,” he whispered, resting his forehead against its neck. “I’m sorry.”
He wanted to lie down.
Instead, he checked the papers beneath his coat.
They were still there.
Chapter Four — Witnesses
Getting the evidence before the governor took longer than stealing it.
Sam endured suspicious clerks, unanswered messages and a deputy who suggested that a woman travelling alone with accusations against respectable men might wish to reconsider her position.
He put Vane’s letters on the desk.
“Read those before you advise me.”
Eventually, someone did.
A territorial investigator accompanied him back to town. Witnesses gave statements outside the sheriff’s hearing. They arrested the surviving raiders separately, and one began talking when he realised Vane had no intention of protecting him.
The documents supported the witnesses.
The witnesses supported one another.
Vane’s purchases were challenged. The land agent was detained. The sheriff surrendered his badge, and an interim sheriff arrived with deputies who owed Vane nothing.
The town would need another council too.
Sam watched Vane being led towards the jail.
He felt no sudden triumph.
He was thinking of the wagon.
Of the voices in his dream.
Of another settlement, years before, where he had carried a torch.
Chapter Five — The Quiet After
Clearing the Native community’s name did not restore everything.
The soldiers withdrew without offering the apology Sam thought they owed. Families returned to damaged homes, with livestock still missing. Some came back to graves. Others found neighbours who still looked at them with suspicion, unwilling to surrender a lie they had repeated so confidently.
The surviving settlers returned too.
The railway company now faced people whose claims could no longer be quietly erased. They would have to negotiate agreements for the track, the water, and the land.
Sam stayed until an independent lawyer arrived to represent the displaced families. He left copies of the evidence with several people.
He had learned how easily a single document could disappear.
On his last morning, a woman whose brother had died during the forced removal thanked him.
Sam looked down at the reins in his hands.
“I should have come sooner.”
“You came,” she said.
He could not tell her why.
The pressure in his head lifted as he rode beyond the final fence.
This summons was over. The curse itself remained, as it had after Caleb Rusk.
For the first time in weeks, he heard only the creak of saddle leather, the faint jingle of his horse’s bit and the wind moving through dry grass.
He stopped beneath a cottonwood beside a creek.
His hands shook when he tried to loosen the girth.
He had remained upright through the danger, the journey and the testimony. Now that the summons had released him, his body seemed unable to carry another hour.
He fed his horse before feeding himself.
Then he spread his blanket beneath the tree and lay down in his boots.
Sleep came heavily, without dreams.
When he woke, the sun was low.
For a little while, he stayed put. His shoulder ached. His feet throbbed. He needed clean clothes, a proper meal and several days in a bed.
Somewhere ahead, another wanted notice would be posted. Another prisoner to bring back alive. Enough money, perhaps, to replace his worn saddle blanket.
And sometime after that, the curse would call.
Sam listened to the quiet until he caught himself doing it.
Waiting again.
He rose slowly, packed his blanket and mounted.
The western sky burned red above the plains. He watched it for a moment, then turned his horse towards the next town.